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Elloooo everybody! I guess I’ll do what everyone does in their little about me’s and tell you that I am a new senior at Gatlinburg Pittman high school. I am utterly amazed that time has flown by so fast, I can’t believe that it was 4 years ago that I was a mere freshman, walking into the world of high school. But I have loved everything about my experience as a student, yes all the up’s and down’s, borderline insanity moments, and stupid mistakes I have made…because every single one of those things has shaped the person I am right now. These seconds, minutes, days, and years are what will define and carve me into the person that I will become…I do muse about that…Who am I? who will I be? How will I change in the next month, year, decade? And is there a danger of me losing myself? Losing everything that defines me? I am an artist, a dreamer, and a philosopher…the if’s and what’s of the world fascinate me. I find beauty in the usually ignored things, my eyes see the world and every single hidden corner in it as a beautiful and mindblowing masterpiece waiting to be discovered. Legends, fairy tales, myths, and history enthrall me. I’m one of the biggest nerds you’ll meet, but I’m proud to be one. God is my personal superman, even though there have been so many times when I’ve pushed him away, he has, amazingly, always taken me back, forgiven my mistakes, and loved me just as the wordly sinner that I am. I am simply amazed that he never says “you can’t come back” but is in fact always there waiting for my return. His unconditional love has been the net that has caught me in every single downfall of my life. I am anything but a perfect christian, but I am trying to build a solid relationship with God. There are people in our lives who we are lucky if we ever get to meet, people who will leave a mark in you heart, people whom you'll never forget...people whom you love the most. My mom has always been my hero. When little girls saw wonder woman or superman and thought "My hero!" I always looked at my mom. She is the strongest and most admirable woman I know. We have been through so many things together, and no matter how hard the trial is, she always come out with her head held high. It is because of her, and her only that I am the person that i am today. She has taken me, as a sculptor takes a piece of clay, and has modled every aspect of me. Without her, I am and would be nothing. Not only is she my mother, she is also my best friend. She is the person I can tell every single thing to, and never be judged or scolded. And her love? It never ceases to amaze me. It's just as unconditional, just as forgiving, just as wonderful and incredable as God's. She is a beautiful person inside and out, she is what inspires me to live my life as best as I can. I love her more than anything. I am an 8 year old at heart, childhood has never been over for me. I love to run outside when it rains and jump on all the puddles, spin around in circles, and catch raindrops on my tongue. There are times though when I feel 80. When I realize all I’ve been through, all I’ve done, how much I’ve cried and laughed, how much I’ve lived…sometimes I feel so tired, so much older than a mere 17, I think about how much I miss the days when life wasn’t so complicated…when your worst worry was what crayon to use for the crookedly drawn house. When hearts were never broken, words never stung, and happiness and innocence weren’t tainted....that’s when I run outside and play in the rain so I can forget about it all. I am an absolute romantic. I believe that love is the most powerful, beautiful, and important thing in the world. It's the closest thing we have to magic. So if you find love…hold on to it, treasure it, and never be afraid of it….for it’s the most precious thing we have.

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